I posted the wrong set of memes on the Severe pain blog entry so here the right ones are
Day By Day Flourishing with Chronic Pain and Health Issues
Friday, July 13, 2018
Uplifting Memes
I thought looking up uplifting memes may help my moods and depression so here is what i found that really liked :)
Severe Pain Flare
I have not updated this blog in almost 3 months, yikes! I went into a depression at one point and took awhile to come out and now am slipping back into it again. I am fighting harder this time not too let it take over though. It is almost 3 am and i have only had 2 hours sleep, i tried laying in bed not happening, finally about midnight ill 2 am dozed in my recliner. I either dont sleep or i sleep and am still beyond exhausted. I am in the worst pain i been in, in months right now. I figured i better blog about it and let others who understand know, maybe someone has some feedback I don't know.
Monday, April 16, 2018
Miscarriage Anniversary And Awareness
This is a hard and heartfelt post for me. I been trying to keep it up beat but today is not. Eight years ago today my late husband and i lost baby number 3 to miscarriage we lost 4 total. I had thought April 3rd was when i lost the baby but no that was the day i went to the Er for bleeding but ultra sound and blood work said baby was fine. Thanks to Face Book i know it was today due to the memories it reminds you with everyday from each year. To my Angel Babies, i will ALWAYS love you and hold you dear to my heart. I love you with all my heart and even though i never held you, i will never forget you and loved you from the moment i found out i was pregnant! I love each and every one of you and no matter what i always will! Miscarraige is hard on BOTH parents not just the mother and people forget that. Also people tell me i am not a mom because my babies are not here but in heaven and i have no child i held in my arms. I still held them in my belly near my heart! They are the only ones to hear my heart from the inside! I will never forget my babies and i will always have a pain in my heart longing to hold them, but i know one day i will meet them in heaven! Until then they are with my husband in heaven and others i have lost!
Tuesday, March 20, 2018
Severe Pain and Frustration
Moms surgery was 3 weeks ago today and the day after i woke up in a horrible fibro flare, it eased a little for a while then now the past week or more its been the worst all over pain i have ever been in and making my hip bad and back worse. I saw my Internal Medicine PA yesterday who is my PCP and she said I am in the worst fibro flare of my life and the i have Chronic Fatigue Syndrome which goes with it. I can sleep all night and wake up exhausted. Plus i have very low Vitamin D but i am on meds for that and we will recheck in 2 months. I am under a lot of stress and i am wondering if that's whats causing this flare to be so bad. She upped how often i take Motrin and if that doesn't help she will add in steroids because you can see the inflammation on my hands etc and its making the pain worse.
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